I find myself
In this distorted mess
Caught up
In an endless loop
Recurring images
Inside my head
A thousand syllables
Stuck between my lips
Uncertain thoughts
Orbiting in empty space

I've lost myself
In a mirage
Intertwined between
what is real
And what is not
I am neither here
nor there
I cannot leave
Nor can I stay

And so
I find myself-
wondering
How you could even come close to loving
This mess of a mind of mine