Definitely in love with you
Reddish tint upon the hue
Lively colors raise the plot
The story moves inside the lot
I make a show to make me live
My life of lies, my means deceive
I'll gladly gamble everything
To win my earnings on a whim
But glows like sun, your smile bright
Like heaven gave you all her light
The stars were dim with hellish plight
To make my soul lose all delight
When I fell, I fell so hard
I couldn't move, feet in lard
Romantic thoughts were all I had
No return of feeling, soul came sad
Thoughts of darkness in my head
My inner words still not said
They know me not, I came undone
Magical songs still unsung
Yet I filled my body with poison
To drown the volume, slay the cousin
Of noise, laughter with despair
The cries of joy filled the air
What punishment to hold you still
What void in me remain unfilled
The tear in eye, my inner battle
I'll herd them in, my inside cattle
But yet I see you with your guy
Someone other, not like I
Nature whispers in my ear
Why so mucky, when so clear
I want to disappear in your heart
Let my soul be a part
Of your endless, loving care
While I huddle in your stare.