I get up out of the orange chair and go to the window and out I stare The rain is making the road turn blue down our street across the avenues and I cry I look across to a single tree and it's blowing furiously all the green and amber leaves all die I turn to see the fields were I've grown and played then running home I look up to the sky The feeling of despair comes over me because I'm right back were I started still never free but belong I try I sit back in my orange chair and close my eyes and fall asleep under drug induced spiral just like a flying kite So dream once again of what should have been a family with two children playing with a love satisfies But wake alone in this lonely flat darkness through the windows and the sound of downstairs as my ear only pries I look through the window and stars I see above the clouds that disappeared from all of the rains lullabies Tomorrow will be again and again and again oh god I pray for my soul he walks by.