Maybe I just have to accept that feeling constant pain is normal for me. Maybe it's just in the cards that they never want me like I want them. I guess I'll just have to find a way to smile through the loneliness. Breathe on with this weight on my chest. Forget about the rest. but it's hard to do when all you wanna do is end it all. No more wondering if things will work out. No more wishing for everything to be okay. No more searching for a soul who can help you forget about your miserable reality. But I guess that's life. And even though you may be broken or even shattered, that doesn't mean you should quit. Even if you do feel hopeless, there will always be hope.