I really don't think much of
looking at people's faces
I don't think what they are saying
Is interesting, unless it is weighted
Condescending? maybe.
It has to matter
to me
for me
to be engaged. Otherwise
I don't really want to keep
on speaking so I lose steam
I run on fumes and ration my wit
You'll see me bored and pained
Pretty soon if you keep me talking
I would want to shoot you
the line between me and the air around me blurs phenomonally
it's hard to tell if I am in charge
I wish it were that way
It's painful