My neighbors above my head are having *** Moaning and shrieking, lets give the men pleasure I'm not so sure why I felt so lonely the past two times You licked me up like I was red carnal meat.
I sat on the floor staring up at the projector My tight little black jumper choking me I glanced over at the door as you swept into the room Like black or purple midnight smoke "Lets be ninjas about it" I said, a coy grin on my face If only you didn't belong to another.
I guess? I suppose? I reckon? I drank a lot of red wine, pulled aside Men wanted to discuss the chapters My heart felt so full, so elated Its funny how you can float from one moment to the next But then a thing or two deflates it as if It was only a temporary mirage.
Perhaps I need to work on my professional language.
**** it Whatfucking ever.
Haven't heard from you since this morning I don't feel like recording ******* voice overs right now Cleaning my kitchen in order to encourage happiness All I got back from one of my room mates was a "Thanks"
You can't win everyone's hearts.
I felt so apathetic, so cool, collected Its so easy to place your hands through the fog To sort it out with calm, collected words Thinking no one can really see the panic in my heart I can't believe you turned around You turned around You turned around You turned around You turned around And were everything you said you weren't.
When I feel bitter or sad I think about the fact that you are inked forever Or how my last beautiful words must have left blood on your tongue I step away from the anger, the doubt I am told what to do early in the morning till mid afternoon My eyes were swollen from red wine all day Taking the every 30 minute temperature of soup
And for a few days out of the week I pretend to be a civilian To be one of them I don't have to wear my artist hat I don't have to shine or radiate I drank and smoke a lot last night No trigger warning, I just sassed it up
And its funny how one or two little thing Can make you question everything.
The Wolf said to me last night As I laid atop his dark mangy fur With a growl and a whisper Special. You said I was special. Because not just anyone gets to **** the director.
You're right. They don't. And it makes me think of how we, we women We always gotta have our paws and jaws up Ready to be armed to fight Or to sit down and die I receive messages nodding at me for my bravery And yet I still find myself
You turned around You turned around You were just like the rest You were and are everything you said You weren't But we all smile in unison Everyone comforts with friendship in the future I know you do what you can to get by But please, please ******* for 6 months.
I growl back at the wolf The full moon hanging in the night sky I take a night off for me From everything.
"Fast Layne" A Coworker gave me the nickname today Thats a new one. I watch Lemons rot but bare new seeds Teedle plays in the southern sunshine Floony Facetimes from afar Layney remains in second grade LM performs monologues to walls And Layne Marie