No sleep
Always thirsty
Left with poison drink to quench him.

Left scars
      Of all kinds
In and out his body.

I planned a ******,
And everyone is watching.

I found a man all alone
No marks upon his wrist
No constant chimes; un-alert
Silence found in empty pockets.

No peace,
Flooded by noise
Even just to sell him something

Dull the mind
Familiar scenes
Destroy that urge to be somebody

I planned a ******,
And everyone is watching.

I weighed him down
With guilt and secrets
Made him work to earn his prison.
Swapped his foods with garbage
Now he's weak, and always eating.

No trust
Always anxious
Heart racing through finite beats

I hid behind that boy's eyes
And prayed he'd never seek me.

I planned a ******
And everyone is watching