you will never hear a thumping drum of a Kafkaesque mea culpa of the first fist clenched drumming against the chest... thum' thum' thump, boom boom, boom boom, given that my index finger on my right hand was dislodged in order that i might not clench it into a fist, given the strong hand it once was, given that, i'd still gladly if not ably punch you dead - indeed should it take another dislocation i would see it: a face ably punched dead, nonetheless... question is, would i take more pleasure anally defacing it rather than punching it?