I hate my wandering lips and all of the people they have kissed I hate all the times my mouth has calmed the nerves of someone else To heal their wounds while simultaneously hurting myself I hate the lack of love and the soul ******* power one unfamiliar kiss has on me I hate the next morning and the empty dull ache in my head And the smell of my breath like some wilting flowers Growing hot and moldy in the sun I hate kissing without love I thought I would grow numb but instead I am the only one with feelings left My emotions will rush me to my death