I watched my self push you away
I thought it was the right thing to do
I just didn't realise it will hurt this much
Tears of a broken heart are now all over my face,
Not forgetting my bleeding heart
I ask my self a thousand times,
Why did I push you away??
Each morning I open my eyes,I think of old memories,
You and I growing up together, chasing those little flies
In the streets.
I still need the lost friendship back,I want us to fix that bond
that no body could break before,but deep inside I know I should let go.the thought that I pushed you away,hunts me in my dreams too.my world is falling apart without you,if only I could handle this and bear to just hide my tears and say a word,I would honestly say,I lost a sister