there are days I want to just stand still, my arms outstretched, and scream at the world to come and get me, give me its worst, throw everything it can to tear me down, hold nothing back, but let me know the full fury of the oncoming storms, and all the damage they can bestow, for i am as harry and it is st. crispin's day, and those not there with me will hold their manhood cheap.
and there are days i am afraid that if i did just this, the world would take me up on the offer.