I wish I could stop
My hands from stalking
your page
from refreshing just to see your name
an expert in
pushing people away
My tongue is best tied up
instead of exercised
it's exorcism is backwards
demons it will spew
right into your insides
the things i say
aren't like the things i do
But my conscience blurs
all those lines when I'm with you
Who is this new host
of parasitic infection?
Making overly
sexualized suggestions
Who gave her the key and locked me out?
I wish I could stop
My hands from stalking
your page
from refreshing just to see your name