When the panic attacks lift, when my feet are propped up, when my yoga is namaste when i crawl into bed. Can these be the highlights? not only of today, but also of tomorrow? When you've moved alone, and when your Jesus is low, there isn't much left. Loneliness is the loneliest for such a lovely word to say, it has such depth and meaning I never had known. That is, before I discovered loneliness myself; here, in the fortress, darling. When lonely sets in, it starts with: skin. A simple shake off, shower or run will subdue it. But then it creeps into: muscle. Then family, friends, and laughter will conquer it. Soon, alas, it is settling deep in the: bones. Then family, *** and joy, are last resorts, and they will dominate it. Don't, my dear, let it lodge home in your: lungs. Then and only then will all of the above be able to pull, drag and lift you out of the loneliness.