It's a world that doesn't care
A world that isn't fair

And I'm laughing
Yes I'm laughing

At my unattractive body
At these long limbs

Yes I'm laughing
Iim laughing

As I watch women
Pleasure themselves
On Chaturbate cams

I'm laughing
I'm laughing

Laughing at a body
That will not change
Into the form I desire

I'm laughing
I'm laughing

At my unfulfilled
****** desires

Yes I'm laughing
At a world
That doesn't care

And you saw me standing
Under a tree over there

I'm laughing
At the mistakes
Man makes over
And over again

Trillions of dollars
In debt piled
High to the sky

I don't flirt with women
I don't even try

I sat alone
I write these poems
Listening to U2

There is nothing
I can do
Except
Keep on
Keeping On

And as I walked
Into the gym

Did I see her
Hit the ****?

Medicinal marijuana perhaps
She was parking in the slot
For the handicapped

People keep asking
"How are you?"

My heart rate is fine
I look at the clock
It tells the time

And every now and then
I have a sip of wine