Even on the joy filled days,
I can get very low and very lonely.
When my spirit breaks,friends are absent,
And I can't even talk to my one and only.

So I drink until I'm too drunk to stay awake,
The only brief reprieve I can depend on.
I wondered if I died today,
How long would it take anyone to notice I'm gone?

At least I have my alcohol,
It'll always be by my side.
And even if it kills me,
At least it gave me time for an awesome ride.