we invented phonetic symbols as an anaesthetic trying to close our eyes when told we had to see the horrors perpetrated by others, these symbols, compounded into words act as an anaesthetic protecting us from seeing the actual horrors perpetrated by others - we don't want to see them, we don't want to see them! a broken hoover dam, a waiting tsunami of expression using this medium concerns our sensitivity of what's happening really, and we write to the point of excesses unfathomable, because we need to, because we feel the need to be addicted to opiates laid bare before death in a hospital bed; these symbols are the anaesthetic to images happening elsewhere, they are the thieves of all other addictions, and unlike the l.s.d. invoker, we take these anaesthetic pills to block out images taking place in synchronised fashion, it's not cowardice: for whom the pleasant experience of another's unpleasant moan? we use these symbols to doubly revoke the need to see images of torture, then let us become ultra if not overtly pedantic with these symbols, that we might not see: 'first they slashed his ***** with a blade and leant on his bladder to force him to urinate in agony; then they administered electric shocks; he was hanged upside down for stretches of 5 hours; his gut was slit open, his intestines tugged out and laid before him, then re-introduced into the body, crudely stitched up'; this is the everyday syria... you really want to see that, or see the pacified encoding of such events with utterances of anti-mimic behaviour?