Sitting in a tower of cans that fill the room with their Logos that read percentages and names I sit alone with a small box colored of red black and white filled with cancer and tar I know it's not right I know this isn't the way to live But it's away to relieve stress and forget about past And now itβs Become Just the hope and possibly of feeling what Normal was and for what it used to be I know this will go on forever I will not let it **** me But till that day comes this is forever me The boy with cigarette