When I am old I expect nobody to sit and have tea with me who once saw me as young and cared to show me an old picture. When I am fifty I will wake up alone and tuck my mother and father in bed at night where they once did to me years ago. When I am thirty I will return my wedding gown after another bipolar episode he just won’t take it anymore.
I am now twenty, and I have years to live and improve myself, my spirit, my life.
Who knows where I will be? Maybe I will be digging in the dirt at a farm or perhaps riding the elevator in a big skyscraper. Let the past shape me and form me into what I wanted and not what they wanted. Forgive myself for my mistakes, and never take away my own chances.
I see my future from a glance but I don’t know everything and never will. I can’t predict nor can I control the universe along with the time. Let the clock tick and just have fun with the running out. Walk with arms wide open and have the patience to find what we visualize. Let visuals be toys and consequences be keys to unlocking new and proper opportunities. Love what you have and are and never beg for more. Good things come to those who do not get on their knees for the sake of getting. Learning and saying “I don’t know” is the key to knowing and the process of giving. Give and get, live and learn, never take the present moment for granted, and understand the misunderstood. It’s not about having it all, it’s about learning from it.