I don't know
anymore

I can't fathom
how come I feel
how I do

You've stilled
my heart

It doesn't even
beat the same
anymore

I'm tired
going in circle

You know
I'm already insane
I've been
lie to
mislead
deceived
disrespected
manipulated

I refuse to
take anymore

I refuse to allow
myself to
go through this
once again

Guess that's why
we're
living
a life of
pretend

Make
believe
everything's
OK

When all
along
I've felt
this
"You & Me"
is such
a huge
mistake

I knew it
along
time ago
and
I still stayed

Allowed those
who cared
about me
truly
to walk away

All for the sake
of being with
YOU

When for
you
it was all
games

Shame on
me
for
hurting
myself

I don't
know
how to go
from here

Without
causing more
pain
but go I will


I'll do IT
I have to

You
seem
like
you don't
understand
but
of course
you do

I've tried
too often
&
many times
to explain
plus
express all
this
to you

You allowed
pride & ego
to consume
you

You're
going to
do
what the
****
you
wanna
do

Problem
is
you
thought
I'd
play the
fool

Thought
I
needed
your
money
to survive

but
didn't
you
know

I've
been
here
plenty of times
been here way
too many times
long before
well before you

I'll say good-bye
to show me more
than showing you

I'll make it with out you

because you can
no longer live
a life of make believe
play house

Act as if everything's OK

you know what I mean

Um what's it call
oh right
*pretend