The adage goes
"Knowledge is power"
I wonder what you know
You Infernal shower

Fall upon me again
You learned everything about me
And I let you in
Fool! And now tell me, am I happy?

No.
This is not what I wanted
Certainly not what I needed
Go
You got what you wanted
Took from me and left me depleted

Of every last breath which I would have given freely to you and gladly
And I knew I never had you, but I'll be ****** if you ever say you never had
Me...

I know I'm not much
I'm nothing
I'm stupid and ******* up
And I know one more thing

I wanted you and you alone
Then I could've died
Peacefully. Soul no longer restless. I should have known
That when you made your promises
You lied.