can i be a bird, mimicking the wind? can i forget my lungs, can i leave the heart beating? can i have the wings, flying through the pain of all worlds?
at night am i a blinking eye curling on death's palm, trying to sleep?
can i be a bird, lost in a city? can i make a home, can i give a try? can i have the wings, flying to the moon where all children belong?
at night am i a boy privilege crushing my soul, confused at the silence?
can i pray to god, can i do something? can i believe in love, can i breathe your words? can i be a star, can i be a cross?
carry me, i'm tearing up for the grief, for the loss