Its so warm outdoors
My run today was haggard and less motivated
Everything revolves around
The nickels and dimes,
I don't have.

Ink me, ink my lips
A new man shoves his hand down my mouth
Like I'm a beautiful fresh caught fish
But I can tell, I can tell
I just wanna mean something
I would like to mean something to you.

I can see that you are use to getting what you want
With your wolf and moon necklace
Dark mysterious nature
I haven't been so drawn to a man
In a very very long time.

But once again
I linger and dance upon fire
Saying, don't get your hopes up *****
Sometimes I beat myself up in my head
You little stupid poor white *****
Maybe you should go give lap dances again
Beg your parents for money
Angry, angry
Its all your fault.

But its International Woman's Day
My body aches, I wish I was outside right now
Crystal ***** and ocean waves
I don't know what I want.

As each day passes
I mark it out with my eyes, my face
My God, I need to go fly away
"Be careful my dear <3"
I wish we
I wish women
I wish we didn't have to warn one another
Of the falls of man.

I'm not gonna beg or hope for you to be different
I'm not gonna compare you to Peter Pan
Who only waved goodbye in my mind
Two times
As you licked and kissed
Making me drip with your rough tenderness
The talking less feasible.

4:50am call time
I tell myself
Lets sit across tables
And discuss our careers, our art
I'll order a cocktail because I don't wanna be empty handed
I looked at myself deeply in the mirror last night
Molly come down?
Molly come down, a bit today.

Lets give so much life, love
To the sun rise and fall
Cuddling up to a new mysterious man
So small
So small in his arms
Why try to predict anything at all?