eyes open to the sight of light proceeding to roll out of bed starting my day a painful cycle wanting to be asleep once again I am in deafening silence here ears bent to the hesitant sight relapsing back into life how the world can be so trite now disoriented in the moves like a sculptor without material demand of names; I couldn't care I'm only here to ponder and muse instead I'm drowning in hopes a moon in their glossy eyes in mine a speck of color chained by elder voicing thought contorting the girl that dreams always befallen until instant sleep