My life has come to a complete stop. Kinda like its on hold. On hold for me to figure out what the hell it is that I'm suppose to do.
To do with this life that I chose.
I chose to finish school, get married, have children , and try to be the best person that I can.
I can be who ever I want to be, I can go where ever I want, I can I can I can...
I can be happy, I choose to be fine
I can be myself, if I knew who that was
I can be sad, which inwardly I am
I can, I can, I can....
What is it really that I can do for myself. I'm always too busy trying to be what I think people want me to be. Leaves no room for the real me. Lol not sure I even know who that person is. Not sure I even want to know the real me. I **** at trying to be what everyone else wants me to be, I can only imagine what bein me would be like.
So now here we are its a new year. A new year for new goals or carry over the goals that we didn't finish last year. Either way new year new beginnings. And a New Me!