Women tell me their stories. things that ring like a bell; an alarm bell, a warning.
What happened to me isn’t unique, I found yet still. It is mine.
Lips, thighs, softness hair, mouth, coarseness *******. brains, burnt out
I can hear the blood pounding in my ears as he goes down on me. Down where I wither and die
These men are not monsters, yet they loom with the rope of a hangman, black hoods, black boots and hands That throttle our throats, bringing death with them
They do not know that this is a relief for our tongues to swell in mouths until we can no longer breathe
We marry them, sometimes thinking they won’t turn on us that they will keep us warm and safe
We go to their beds, willingly at first,but later we are forced down onto the rough carpet, where our thighs smart from the fabric, the friction
Mostly, though we hurry past them in the street clutching our keys between our fingers as they lurk in dark corners
But we cannot escape them these men with the power to end our lives.
I talk to these women and find their stories stirring in me each word filling me with courage Yet we know, we all know, that sharing words is not enough to stop these predators, these sharks that hunger for our flesh and blood
we can only re-pin our dresses, make up our faces and face them