A day to celebrate myself feels strange, a quiet resistance to believing that this year isn't cigarette nights and one last drink, isn't getting so faded it disappears. Attention on me, I didn't do anything, only stayed alive for twenty three years, so what? Somehow a girl thinks I'm charming, I'm in peewee and she's hitting in the major leagues. A day to celebrate myself, but I'm no longer burnt out, silent, drowning Dan, I'm someone else.