I have read
Different philosophers
Watched documentaries
About different human stories

I don't think I'll ever be happy
Whatever that means

I don't much care
For my physical body

I'm poor
And not ambitious

Perhaps depressed
In some way

Maybe one day
I'll just die
Of emptiness
Loneliness
And boredom

Or maybe one of those three

Maybe North Korea
Will drop a nuke
On my country
Maybe there will be
A World War

I don't much care
For this body

A mostly meaningless
Empty existence
That doesn't bother me
Too much anymore

It's the fact that
This is, all there is
A limited amount of choices
Anyhow

One long boring program

I want to breastfeed
And to taste a woman's milk
Warm and nourishing
Breast milk

Nothing changes
Just rearranges

Well at least I have
My podcasts
And my tomato soup

And my job that pays
Twice the minimum wage

Some type of joke
Human life