I knew I was depressed when I woke the next morning and I still had the bad thing on my mind from the night before When I couldn't just snap out of the mood anymore When I woke up crying When I was mess in front of everyone When I didn't want to go out with friends When I hated seeing people some times When my brain physically felt like it couldn't work anymore When I went 100 mph in my car because I didn't care if I lived or died anymore