where cello was semi-colon, where violins (always plural, no one's weeping or playing to beg) are colon, where Bach's (church pianos) organs / castrato livers kidneys hearts... where comma was the trebling silver triangles... where full-stop was the composer turning into a conductor, to detach himself from the act of composition and into a drama, a staged drama, a Sisyphus ram against the stable coordinate of perpetuated slam dunking bullseye for only a: knock knock. who's there? knock knock nowhere. nowhere where? here. where what? knock knock open the ******* door!*
i lived to the age of 70, i loathed hating people, and i loathed loving them hence the reason i never married, i could have lived alone but the monetary system absolved that wish... tribalism would never give us mozart's symphony no. 40 because we would be exchanging favours instead of monetary funds... via solipsism and the ugly synonym autism... ****** instead of wives... well, there you go... her eager libido explains much, as a teenager ****** eager (rhyme rhyme rhyme) explains her escapism into outliving man; her satan's bargain truly did favour hair, oh ****, her, while he died a splendid death aged approx. 30, she with a **** salute saluted him: i'm worth 90 autumns! yeah, 90 autumns and arthritis.