That young cashier brought back a memory today and when she saw it in my eyes, she shuddered, slightly, then looked away It was a quarter century ago today, that love, so dear, drove far away I know I'm not alone where people bring you down but, is this the devil's work now or just another clown I wanted dream forever still hurts sometimes today and I still dream forever for someone who will stay I had a offer last November for another paper weight I should have had accepted when I'm here so desperate she's everything I had when I was young and in my teens she's everything I gave away to be better than I seem she promised me she'd be good to me and never let me catch her cheating she said she'd always know my needs even when she's on her knees she said that she would marry me but, I don't like the way she makes tea money she promised me she'd be good for me but, I don't want her making tea money