actually, one thing rings true
from freudian theory,
the Madonna-***** complex,
which i find to be superior
to the Oedipus complex,
for reasons testified by experience:
a girl outside the profession
of prostitution gave me unease
to provide an *******,
yet a girl within the profession
gave me no problem giving me an
*******, yet not adequate subject matter:*

if only my sleeping eyes could see
into the world of the living,
if only my living eyes could see
into the world of the dead,
if only my dead eyes could peer into
the world of either: and not interpret dreams
and not dogmatically assert a passing
of thought from body and into soul
as a necessary hindsight of cyclic revisionism
of history to be ****** to a repeat:
a napaoleon a ****** Gemini in russia:
equally failed.