i told him i loved him and he told me to *******. upon seeing the hurt in my eyes he said 'love has never been anything but pain to me'. he walked away never bothering to look back to see that i was still trailing behind him. from the very first day i saw him, this boy with such a menacing look in his eyes, bleeding knuckles, clenching fists and cuts on his cheek. i've decided i wasn't ever going to give up on him, i knew exactly what i was getting myself into and never was there a doubt in me not even for a heartbeat that he wasn't worth it. somewhere between the snide comments, indifference and emptiness in his hollow laughs, i could have sworn i saw this sweet little boy full of innocence in his eyes reflecting nothing but hope and yearning for love. i want to be able to reach him. don't get me wrong im not trying to bring back that little boy, as he was long gone the moment his innocence was ripped from him and torn to shreds, all i want is to make him feel he can trust me enough to open up, making him feel comfortable enough around me to break down all his walls and show me the beautiful person hiding behind this facade of ignorance and destruction.