I'm trying hard I feel stuck How many hours does it take to obtain knowledge? My nose is in my books and my hand is writing every free second So why am I stuck? Has my brain shut down after the honor roll? Or am I allowing my life interfere with my studies? I don't know but something has to change ACT is next week and the stress is destroying me School, drivers ed, work, guitar, homework then bed Oh my God my poor **** head On top of the fullest of schedules my family is highly dysfunctional I feel as though I won't make it to 12th grade Is the adult life going to be this stressful? I just paid two bills I received my tax return Growing up too **** fast What else is there that I need to learn? I cook I clean I pretty much do everything What the heck else is left for me? My brain is on overdrive