It'll be okay. No it won't, I ruined everything. You really didn't. You hate me. Everything *****. I'm sorry. Me too. But why? Just hold me. Hang on... She hates me. I'm sad. I don't feel good. Smoke? Okay. Do this! Help me! I'm at work again, but yes. I love you, anything you want, anything you need. Take, take, take. What about me? She's busy. It's okay. It'll be okay. But now there's screaming and I'm trapped. Everything feels scary. I can't move. Or speak. But I have to. I'm making things worse. You're waiting. I say the wrong thing. We boil over, the *** and the kettle. Foam and steam. Frothing and violent. Panic is so easily contagious.