now i know why i couldn't understand you takes more work to understand what you are less to understand what isn't hello again undeniable failure we meet again to carry on fix the cricks and cracks and make something out of it this is what the helix looks like in motion personification they call it i call it incarnation always the same old loop only up and up into higher dimensions wheel of samsara we will ever get out forever and we never stay still something to be said here i knew it would all come together it always does <<<(((>>>))) vector valued functions and cosine waves and choreography representation of me in dimension 1 here you go you get what you came for you get what you paid for circular motion we ride the waves over and over and over again most everyone i know is stuck in some kind of frozen time clock ~sometimes it's easier to let it all run together~ sometimes you see them and they see you but you can't ever reach across i want to give you this, give you that but the great divide is too large i've found you've got to jump on your own then the moving ones are either moving too fast or too slow and so you ride along alone on your little boat and take it all in at the finish line none of it matters anyways but if you insist on being first, be my guest have all the blue ribbons i'll take the red can you ever really stop once the motion starts? i don't want to anyway sometimes i feel like i'm never going anywhere then i check woah - way down stream an object in motion: where you're going every action: where you end up i am not combustible i am combustion