i too would have wished it, if the damage was unintentional the two of them would have taken me to a hospital, instead... they took me home... and that was the end of the near-death experience, but as one old man said: what guarantee do i have to have fallen and later not be bound by a wheelchair? none, i said, three stiletto dances later, i'm seeing a wheelchair-bound youth giving a rap tat tat lingo western motto 'boots on the ground boots on the ground so we can print our stupid opinions as if they're morals' dance... but then i was walking into the woods with a migrating cloud of crow... a migration of messerschmitts... and into the forest, sat on a wooden stump waiting for the owl's call... but i left the forest before the night came.
what sort of power is this, a power that cannot reach me, but requires a passiveness, a permission to only enact choices like abraham's choice to circumcise himself and then later circumcise isaah (translated as a need to sacrifice with death) to disapproval, because it mentioned circumcision, like: an unsheathed sword. so what power is there, if power is riddled with bureaucracy and muddled, and chaotic, and in quicksand? before it rises, it falls, like an weak dough that is baked for pita bread rather than bloomer bread of working yeast? what power is that, if the power is merely a sidelined chronology of passed-on responsibilities? democracy is but an idle fancy that breeds lost young men and exploitative old perverts... the old men should be enshrined with making decisions, but in a democracy they're deviating into thoughts about ******* and ***** extinction... if you dare educate children you also dare to not educate old men, and for that reason, you're at your weakest.