Why does nothing taste the same?
Why does nothing feel the same?                  .
Why do I not know the truth?         .
Why?                                 .

And why is the best thing about tonight is that I get to my bed after?
how could I hope to know what to do in a life like this?
and tonight is the night that it should all change for better or for worse

And they'll all say you look tired               .
I don't feel tired                         .
*i  feel empty. *                                              .
Like there is no difference     .
In anything I'll ever do                        .

How does everyone else go through like where did you get the rulebook?
Please I want to know.
Or are                                                                 .
we all                                                  .
just                                         .
f                                    .
a                               .
l                          .
l                     .
i                .
n          .
g      .
?  .