Not the pain that you feel like throwing up
Not the pain that women gets on their monthly
Not the pain when you get kicked in the *****
No the pain that you feel when its your birthday and no one cares
but the pain when you head is spinning and you can't do ****
and the quietness of the pain is driving you up the roads with no lines
no loud music
no ******* bugs that make you want to boom the yard
the loud yelling of stupid kids outside
but the pain of nothing
the pain that you ******* head doesn't even know that your in the ground
the nothingness that you feel
you start to crazy and think that you can hear your heart beating and think you can hear yourself breath.
You mind starts to realize that your body is cold and in a box six feet in the dirt
But that's not the worse part
when the pain you start to feel is just you head telling you that you are dead and its to late.