I've never token interest in the weather until we started making calls. It's the same conversation replayed. What are you doing? Nothing. How was school? Good. How's the weather?. It's cold in the mornings but by the afternoon it tends to fade. Are you okay? Is something wrong? He notices something in my voice. I catch my breath and fake a laugh. "I'm exhausted from dance it's nothing dad" I miss the memories that were never there. The memories that will never be there.