Walk down the road towards the café, not wanting a coffee Collect some icing sugar, not wanting any frosting. Go to the grocery store, with no kitchen to cook in. Dress every day, when no one is there to look. Living in the desert, when I want to dance in the rain everyday Hanging on to the sands of time, while wanting to hang off tree branches Playing monopoly, while making words for scrabble Caring for my sister, while the love of my life falls in love with her. Trusting the parents , while they doubt me every second. Trying in a relationship even when love isn’t between us.