Why is it I who must suffer in this Why is it I who must bear it alone My eyes grow weary of and sleep I do miss My ears grow weary of the night’s cold dead drone
The fears of my mind move before my sight There is not a place to which I can rest I lay and wait in the darkness left by the light My head buzzes with pain a hornets nest
Tiss madness I fear that is taking hold I wish to leave pain to fly in sweet bliss A barren waste seems to have the sad world As I lay waiting for deaths cruel last kiss
Sleep is but the balm that soothes your hurt mind Favor it for without life is not quite kind