seeing me is never easy for you
i make you question everything
everything you think you’re sure of
i’m always there in the back of your mind
you know my habits
you know my mannerisms
you know my features
my voice replays in your head
you’ve memorized my curves
you feel them on your fingertips
you wonder about me
about whose lips mine are crashing into, instead of yours
you think about who i’m drinking with
because we’ve always talked about getting drunk together
you wonder about me
knowing i’m probably wondering about you too
no one knows you like i do
there is no one you are more vulnerable with
i am your comfort zone but also your biggest fear
i am your hell and your high water
i am your calm but also your storm
i am the darkest but also the dawn
i am the tunnel but also the light
i make you feel at peace but i drive you insane  
you and i are a series of contradictions and paradoxes
you and i are an infinite amount of arguments and kisses
our love is simultaneously a masterpiece and a work in progress
we keep trying to draw lines, but we cross them the very next day
we keep trying to shut each other out, but we keep letting each other in