If you don't have my future and forever have my past, I'll never hunt you down, never stay awake for a whole night when you're not sleeping next to me, and I'll drive to where I'm only needed I won't circle around where I know you'll be. Every moment I lived since you've been gone where I laughed so hard I cried and I felt a rush talking to another someone, I learned from you. A bad note doesn't make a bad person though we may end and walk in opposite directions, If you are walking with tears in your eyes and if you throw your phone and pout, I'll pick it up for you. When I hand it back, it will be more than a message. It will be a sign for you to know, I'm not gone, I'm still searching. Never will I mind crossing paths where you happen to be. We're humans not wanderers, and listeners not lovers. I want to hear how you are and see what you look like now. I hope you want the same, but if you don't, I'm safe, happy, and healthy. That is what matters to me right now., I hope you are the same as well. Not of the loss, but of the lessons you and I Learned. Better things happen in life when we choose respect over revenge. I think our situation and time apart is worth it.
It may have been right then, but that never means it will forever. It's ok to still care, but not beg.