I have decided to take a new path in my life
I will be having my first child
20 years old isn't so young
I look forward to having more children with him
This guy I met a few years ago but I never gave him a chance
He knows that I've been on my own all my life
I have decided to keep him
He wants to keep me
He's offering me a new life
New journey
He wants me to finish school
And get what I thought I never deserve
I have more to discuss with him
He's successful himself
I think I have found love
Real love
Young restless love
He says he's not young but to me he's just as good as me
He makes me feel good
Better of myself
The other side I never got to see
I am very happy that I found love
I thought I will never get someone who accepts me
The baby I am holding is not his
But he wants it
He wants me
I can't wait to carry on with my life with him
Everything will be great
Cause of him
Now that we happened to just be together
I am also happy that I'm having my own baby
Just about 5 months
I look forward with this new life
He asked me to move to the city with him
He even told me I can start school
Finish where I left off in school.
Who knows maybe I will just might graduate
I don't want to let this opportunity to pass me by
Not with this guy
I have told him
He's so interested in me.
Pray he won't leave me
I still feel alone
I know I won't be so alone when I have my love in my arms in some months from now.
Make's me tear up and smile
Glad that I never gave up
Life changing
I have lost many friends as the years went by
Yes I miss them
I still don't got much friends but not like I need any
Friends will gain when I gain to a better self of me.
At times I was lost but I held on tightly
Stayed strong
Held my head high as I always have been doing.
I will take care of him and my children
When I say no matter what
I mean no matter what
I've taken care of myself.
I'll love to love my children and bring them up.
When I have more with him.
He seemed happy that I'm ready to grow up and have plenty of babies
I told him I was much mature than him
He said no I'm not
Just makes me smile
I can't wait to have what I never expected
It's never hard to expect the unexpected
Even when it's a loss.
I'm in love
Can't wait to show my dad what I have made and found
That his baby girl is going to build her own life.
Even though he was part of my life for a short period
My father is my father
I kept him updated and really close.
One of these days I will get a house for me and my family and have my dad to live with us too
Since my sisters can't seem to want him to live them or take care of him
I know it's a big responsibility I look forward to it.
I always have been and I don't think I will ever let that dream slip by
Now that I have this chance to do what I never thought I would get to.
Good things happen or great.
I found love it came out of nowhere.
A family I can call my own.
I will never did what I did before.
I will never leave my new love not even if anyone tries to steal me.
Cause that's how much I feel in love
Will be tough love.