she said,
well she didn't say she had
money,
two apartments in st. petersburg
and a mansion in novosibirsk,
getting an education
in scotland... foreign
exchange rates...
i faked the relationship,
she faked taking anti-contraceptive
pills, wished me dead, asked me to be dead...
when i went back she said a funny morbid
choke... sorry, joke: i have no money...
i never wanted it anyway,
i was given a silver spoon at our engagement
ceremony... straight up my *** it went,
never came back... didn't give parliamentary
speeches after that incident though...
she gave back her engagement ring
and just said... you go live back with your parents...
reality is, most people my age can't afford
any other accommodation these days...
she said, you go back and leave me...
you'll never grow up, you'll always remain
a child... because she was a big grown up
with wealth... but she forgot to mention
being a child also meant being an artist
an freaking people out warming up to the
number of examples easily provided
and the lack of numbers of exampling not provided
to the easiest transition of 20th century
ailments (national socialism) into 21st century
ailments provided not worth citation,
because harming memorising something of
more personal content.