There are times when I am not okay
when I'll just lie on the floor
at 2 am in the morning
crying

but I swear to you I'm okay

most of the time

but sometimes
I just happen to think of you
it is really painful
to think
that you don't want me anymore
but I'm still hoping

I'm sad because it was unfair
for me
to want you more than you want me
to still imagine our future together

I love myself
and that's why I'm leaving you

actually you left first but you just didn't tell me

even if it breaks me
into pieces
I am not coming back to you
I am not begging for a place in your heart anymore