If my Valentine you won't be,
I'll hang myself on your Christmas tree.

Like the earth that gravitates
That is how i knew
That every single leaf falls and I will never notice it
It was you all along
To the ends of the Earth
And the lengths of Heaven
I am always in awe of you
Through the pain of walking on burning coal
I would still say your name
That is how much you mean to me and why am I still suffering


One day I will meet you
And we will be mesmerised
We will be together
We will be eternal

I believe we have a fixed amount of everything
That was determined way before we were born
I believe we may have a certain amount of feelings
To be felt while we’re here

What if I’ve used up all my happy
You made me feel such high
You were intoxicating and dreamy
Why did you say goodbye?

I remember the days when I pray
For things that I have today
For people that I love and loved by
On the floor, silently crying in the middle of the night

For a person to always choose me
For a love so pure
For a life so happy
And I am grateful for your gift oh Lord

Now I have no more doubt
My place on this Earth, I’ve known
By your side, always smiling
No more blindly reaching out
To a love that never existed
Everything is okay now

i hope thats the look of regret
i hope you see how happy i am
i hope you get what i wished for endlessly when you broke me
i hope you’d die with regret forever in your heart

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