John, he said his name was John
I would not have given you
A second look
Let alone answer your mail
Had I not felt so drawn to you
It was beyond me
I'm seeing it happen all over again
I'm a little more humble
And a little more causious
But let me tell you a few things
About what your precious ego
Has accomplished
You've planted the seed of suffering
And you know it
How does your Guide feel about that?
It's easy to play a girl
When you know all the tricks
It's real easy to play a girl
With 20 years extra expirience
On utter stupidity
it is stupidity
Because you know how wrong you were
No need to text me now
I'm done, I'm so done
Take your ego and pride
And hold it dear, close to your heart
But don't come crying to me
When you stand before God
At a lower level than when you started
You lost too much virtue
And you're out of my hands
I cannot help you now

But I will tell you this
At the rate that I distrust
My own judgement and logic now days
As a result of the things you put me through
I may not be far away from you
And believe me
I will come at you for this