Im about to blow
And ******* end this
But really its not the right time.
My heart is really heavy
But i feel really empty
I need to think
But really i cant breathe
You are really suffocating.

this is too much
This is too much
This is too much
I dont want this
You were never mine to begin with
What the hell am i even holding on to
I dont know anymore
And its not her fault
It really isnt
Stop ******* hating on her
cut all these chains

Really though, if you were my future, i would ***** everything for you.
But you know i know you are not
So really, Shut the **** up. ***** you.