1 This is the song of you leaving It is the lead finally soaking into my brain Dumbing me down This is the de-evolution To perfection Turning me into the animal I knew I always was Taking us back to the state where True communication is the sound of something primal You don’t have to be human To understand the sound of desperation It echoes off of lead paint walls When we are left alone It is the sound of my heart Used as a door jamb A last ditch effort to stop you from leaving
2 This is the song of quaking The rhythm of helicopter blades over head Rattling my windows It is the sound of a faulty foundation Reminding me all things are breaking down
3 Break me down to beastly Howl my heart to heaven You never misunderstood the rumble of my hunger After the deep breathed sighs of my lust The salivation of sizzling fat on a skillet
4 I always know where to hide When the crack of bullets go off again It is the air raid sirens of ghettos It is the goose-stepping thunder Of misled solidarity
5 I always know to walk the other way When I hear someone crying To hide my head under a pillow When I hear weeping coming from another room
6 These pleads for help are wordless But tug at my heartstrings As painfully as any music Only now the speakers are speechless And the sound is without pattern And the dancers are still Fear is the sound of the quiet Listening for a reason to move Waiting for nature’s echoing bass drum Telling you to run
7 Scatter you new found animals to safety And lose your need for love This is the sound of my saddened clatter Keyboard key’s snare drum It is the sound of a final poetic solo Because as for being human I am done
8 This is the song of me leaving Wordy as it may be Living a lifetime Thinking this body is the pinnacle This body is the tip of the bell curve Before the hourly gong of descent This is the song of becoming perfection The song of de-evolution It is me Finally becoming an animal Again
Taking a break from a 10 page research paper to write a poem inspired by my subject. Walt Whitman.